My Struggle with Life!!

I am given a white paper, pen, pencil, brushes, colours and erasers.
I guess it is some competition……
No instructions are given, No rules are told …
I am blank…It seems I have to return the paper in the end
I have no idea what is expected to be the winner……..
I don’t even know the deadlines…
I think I should present it beautiful…
I use pencil…….fearing spoiling it
It’s not looking good……..
The pure white is turning black…
Probably, I am tested for keeping it clean…
I erase….But it’s not the same
I am again tempted to write on it
Pencil rolls on again…Pen also finds its way
It doesn’t turn out as I expect
This time I use a better eraser
Again, I mess…..
The paper becomes rough……..
I cry….
I throw the paper…show tantrums
Let me enjoy…May be I am supposed to do that only
I pick it again…
I decide playing with colours…
I practice stroking brush in the air…
Finally, I give a shot on my paper…
I don’t know…but it’s not perfect
I laugh….
Again, I think...I write…I spoil…I erase…I mess…I cry….I paint…I laugh
My struggle with Life Continues!!!