"I tried to change the world and I tried to change myself, as well…………while changing the world was much tempting, changing myself was much difficult." The statement came from my tired mind the other night as I lie down. I wanted to talk it out, as the thought continued ringing my head, disturbing me so much that I could not sleep. After hours of restlessness, I got up, went out, breathe in some fresh air, looked above and decided to speak to him.
"The process of self change is so painful……it’s like working on my shadow. Overcoming the resistance, fighting the perception, looking the things from the other side……… and what not. Sometimes, I find myself just shuttling back and forth over something. Working on me is the hardest job I have ever encountered. I am stepping ahead but each step takes so much. At times, I wonder if I’ll ever be the person I wish to be. " I vomited out every misthought.
I heard back:"After every backward step, take two steps forward…that way you shall always be advancing further. Change is difficult but not impossible. Stumble, fall, rest…….but KEEP GOING!! Change, you must, for each day must see a better you!!"
"You with me?" This time my heart screamed.
I heard back: "KEEP THE FAITH"
I Smiled, had a relaxing sleep. Next morning I was ready to show up a better me !!